March 11, 2008

In seven days I will be in Hawaii! Only two more days of classes for me because we have standardized testing Thursday and Friday this week and then Monday next week! I had two classes yesterday, three classes today, and four tomorrow. This is because two of my teachers went on Senior Trip.

Mr. Crews cancelled yesterday. Of course I didn't have class. BOO! I wish he would cancel today. I hate gym. Today after school the driving school is picking me up so I can start my six hours of lessons so I can get my permit. I hate New Jersey. Why can't we get our fucking permits at 15 and license at 16?! Why the fuck do we have to get our license at 17?! Luckily I'm born in November so I still get my license fairly early in the school year.

Mr. Marquart is raving about how Nathaniel Hawthorne is an amazing author. I think he sucks. This book is so boring to hear about... I can only imagine what it's like to read. I probably won't even read it. Hooray for Sparknotes! Nineteen minutes left in this horrible class. I hate this school so much. I'm failing three fucking classes. I'm probably not gonna get into NHS now. Grrr. Both my brother and sister were in it and now I'm not gonna make it. I want to killll myself. School sucks so much. I hate waking up for school. And the teachers get mad when we freakin' sleep in class! Hmmm, I wonder why? MAYBE because we are overworked?! MAYBE because we have to wake up at 6 A.M?! MAYBE?! We don't even get a fucking break in the SUMMER. We have to write fucking papers and read shitty books! Now we have eleven minutes left and I'm free until 6th period - then I'm free for the rest of the day!

I can't decide if I want to do throwing or not. The people are fun but the thought of staying after school till 5 is not appealing. Gotta make a decision soon! -Emily