May 16, 2008

The Flyers won last night! Ahhh wooo! I got a free shirt and thundersticks! Unfortunately, I don't think we're going to win the next game at Pittsburgh though. Well there HAS been this trend of teams coming back from behind in series to win it every 33 years. I had a lot of fun at the game last night and that's all that matters.

My neck and right arm and back are still sore. I'm going to put a heating pad on them when I get home. It's raining again today. I was planning on going to throwing too but I hope it gets cancelled cause I don't feel like going now.

I've been thinking about death a lot lately and I realized that I'm afraid of dying. In my thinking, I realized that I WILL die some day. You hear of others dying but you never realize that it WILL happen to you at one point or another.

I want to go homeeee and take a nappp. And on Sunday I get my phone and computer and driving back. Thank God. I wonder how many texts and stuff I'm going to have on my phone since it's been off for 2 weeks.

Mr. Marquart just said he didn't know what a Sharpie was...wow. It rained last Friday too now that I think about it. At least today it's not freezing rain like last week. 20 minutes left in class. I have geometry homework to do next period and we are also working on this packet thing in history. I don't think I'm going to do the book excercises. I'm just going to do the worksheet (for Geometry.)

In one week I will be going to Six Flags with Michelle. Woo! And no other schools will be let out yet so hopefully it won't be crowded. I had this dream last night and Amy and Brad killed themselves in it. I don't think I'd ever be able to shoot myself. I just don't think I could do it. 15 minutes left.

Yesterday morning my mom showed me this dove nesting in a planter on our deck so when I got home yesterday i went to go look if there's an egg in it, but it's not an egg. It's a baby dove! It is so interesting to watch. I took pictures of it. I want to go home and watch it some more.

Also, only one more week until we go up to the lake house for Memorial Day! I've got a busy Friday next week! Oh my gosh, the new Narnia movie comes out today! Hooray! We can't see it tomorrow thought because Michelle and Allison advanced to States for the Pepsi Bowling Tournament and I want to go and watch them. Only 5 minutes left now so I'm going to save the rest of this paper for Monday. -Emily

May 15th, 2008

My neck is fucking killing me. Well it all started yesterday when Michelle and I were jumping on her trampoline an dwe got the crazy idea to move it to the side of the house and then jump off the roof onto it. Well, we did and I guess I got whiplash or something. Now my neck is really sore. I wonder if the nurse has those hot and cold wraps. OMG - We had our LAST lit test of the year yesterday! It was on Emily Dickinson.

I'm going to the Flyers game tonight. I hope to God we win. It's home game 2 of the Eastern Conference Finals. If we don't win tonight, the series is over. Anyway, I'm trying to ration my looseleaf paper. I'm putting two lines of writing for every one line on the paper. It looks really messy and it's kind of hard to read. It's bothering me, but I only have 2 pages of looseleaf left. I don't want to restock because we only have less than two weeks of school left.

I had this dream last night and I was in a national tour of a show. I think it would be fun because I would be tutored on the road and stuff. Maybe I could be in the Music Man or Annie because those shows actually have kids in it. I really want to try out for one now. I would never get in though because I've been in like one school play in my life and I don't think I'm too good at singing or dancing.

I just massaged my neck. It actually helped a little bit. I want the Vera Bradley bag I got on Ebay to get here soon. I want it so badly. I got the bucket tote in the retired print "Nantucket Navy". I really like that print.

Why the heck are we lecturing on Stephen Crane poems if we took our last lit test yesterday?! We just read "Miniver Cheevy" and it sucked ass. It's awkward and misses beats and stuff. Poetry just sucks all around. 15 minutes left in class. Mr. Marquart is standing right over me. Good thing he didn't look at what I was writing, lol. About 7 minutes left now. Liz Glowanker's nose looks different. Her explanation was tht her face was swollen from an allergic reaction. I don't believe it. I still think she got a nose job, lol. Miniver is a stupid nameeeee.

Ohh, I'm sooo nervous for the Flyers game tonight. We HAVE to win. 3 minutes left... You know what? My arm is sore too. I wonder what we'll do in gym today since we're done physical fitness testing...FOREVER! It's over! Hooray! -Emily

May 12, 2008

This morning our large group got moved to a classroom in the freshmen hallway. Boy am I glad - we got there and were going to go up the stairs in the back and Mr. Cipolla was like "don't go up there, dur dur!" but Mr. Rodman was like "I have class there. Everyone follow me." So we all followed him up and Penza was SCREAMING at the freshmen. They deserve it too. They're such a horrible class. She was calling them a disgrace and stuff. Apparently she was yelling because they write all over the walls and stuff and someone wrote nigger on a locker or something.

The Flyers are losing the series against the Pens 0-2. Home game 1 is tonight. We HAVE to win. Anyway, I only have to survive this week and then 3 days next week and the Memorial Day weekend! And when we get back, school will pretty much be over. The seniors are done this Friday. Lucky ducks! I can't wait to go home.

My head is like overheating. And we still have 30 minutes left. I've already filled almost an entire page. It's D Day! I have 3rd, 4th, 5th, 8th, free! I wish I didn't have gym today. We're probably gonna go out and do the shuttle run. I HATE that. I'm not even gonna try to do well this time. Well anyway, at least I have no chem, geometry, or french. I have a theology test though. The rules of the Catholic church piss me off. Who the hell are they to tell me my marriage isn't valid because we don't have sex or the potential to have children!? That's not their place. Gahh, it makes me want to scream. Now there's 25 minutes left. I have lunch next. Hooray!

Being a Junior is going to be weird. I mean, it feels like I was a freshman YESTSERDAY. And I'll be an upperclassmen in a couple of weeks. I bought this Vera Bradley bag on Ebay yesterday. I can't wait to get it! I'm going to use it for school and hopefully it will get here before we leave for Memorial Day. 20 minutes left.

Oh my God. I want my license so freakin' badly. It's so close yet so far away. 15 minutes, then 3 frees, gym, test, and another free! I want it to warm up so we can sit on the quad later. It rained an insane amount yesterday, just like on Friday. 9 minutes left. I should crack my back now. I'll crack it 7th period again during the test and hopefully it will be really loud. I just cracked and it was such a good one. Sam D***s looked grossed out. Suck it, bitch! OH FUCK! We have a lit test on Emily fucking Dickinson tomorrow. God damnit. This class needs to end, like NOW, lol. Penza just called all these freshmen to sudent affairs for the end of the period. I wonder if they did something... over! -Emily

May 9, 2008

It is fucking POURING outside. It's SO annoying. I have gym today, boo. We're going to be doing sit ups and push ups and I haven't shaved, gahh. I started reading "Flowers for Algernon" before class started just now. I read it in eighth grade but I don't remember it really.

The Flyers start the series against the Shittsburgh Penguins tonight. What's horrible is that our all star defenseman Kimmo Timonen is out indefinitely with a blood clot in his left foot. This is NOT good! We NEED Kimmo. I hope to God we win the series. Then we could win the Stanley Cup! It's about time too!

I don't want to listen to Mr. Marquart talking about this Emily Dickinson crap. I want to read my book! About 31 minutes left in class. I just drew this really funny picture of Mr. Marquart. It makes me laugh. I spent 20 minutes on it, so now we only have 11 left! We have a test on Emily Dickinson on Wednesday... Now we're starting realism or some crap like that. I wonder what we're doing in history today. Mrs. Carlin cancelled today so no theology after gym! Now 4 minutes left. Mr. Marquart just said "...except for France... who needs 'em?" LOL! 3 minutes! -Emily

May 8, 2008

It's only Thursday but it sure does feel like a Friday. I can't wait until Saturday Morning Bowling. That's the best part of my week. I want my God Damn computer and phone and driving priveleges back. I think its a LITTLE too fucking much for one God damn punishment.

I want 5th period! I have two frees in a row... You know how I said I didn't want to go to gym yesterday? Well I didn't have to because Clemens cancelled! It's dark and windy and rainy outside today. I wish it would thunder and lightning during school. I love when that happens, but it hardly ever does.

We have about 27 minutes left in class. I just doodled all these vines and flowers and leaves on the top of my page of poems. Hooray! Now I just drew vines strangling one of the poems. HAHA! Only 15 minutes left now. This class always drains me of energy. OH! I finished "Change of Heart" by Jodi Picoult last night. It was really good.

Steph K's voice is so annoying! She's such a freakin' kiss up! Only 10 minutes left. I'm just gonna doodle for the rest of the class because I have no more thoughts to write about! -Emily

May 7, 2008

6 months and 3 weeks till I get my license. Exactly. It's so close and yet so far away. I need to write a lot today. Class just started so I don't think it will be a problem. I really want a sip of the water that's in my locker. I want it sooo bad. We're one week into May and 2 more weeks until Memorial Day weekend. Then when we get back, one or two weeks left of school!

Why do people like this Emily Dickinson crap?!
"To make a praire it takes a clover and one bee,
one clover, and a bee,
and revery.
The revery alone will do,
if bees are few."
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT?! I just want to yell at Mr. Marquart because he's going on about this piece of shit like it's so great. Gahh, my hand hurts now. How the fuck can anyone be certain that all these "symbols" of bullshit are supposed to be in these pieces of shit poems?! If Emily Dickinson could see what people think of her poems, then I hope she knows that I think they're CRAP!

I reallllly hope the Flyers win the next series against the Penguins. Then, it's on to the Stanley Cup Finals! Who knows - maybe this year is the year we take the cup back to Philadelphia! We have like 24 minutes left in class. I need summer. I only get to sleep in one day out of the week because I have to get up early on Saturday for bowling. In the summer it won't even matter if I have to wake up for bowling cause I'll still be able to sleep in the rest of the days of the week. Now we have 19 minutes left. I'm going to be able to get 3 full pages in. Plenty of time left...

I still owe Michelle $33. I'm gonna ask her to write my next English paper for $30 or $40. I hate this school so much. The rules they are putting in this year are so stupid - like uniform shoes and silent homeroom and the late policy for next year and the mandatory sweaters. RETARDED! 13 minutes left...

This Emily Dickinson crap is making me so mad. Poetry fucking SUCKS. The ONLY good poetry is Edgar Allan Poe and Robert Frost. All other poetry sucks. It's so stupid - how can anyone like it?! Still have 8 fucking minutes...

I'm still hoping we'll have off on Friday because of that stupid water main thing. I kind of want the summer to be already over so school will have started and I'll be able to get my license in 2 months... NOT 6. I don't want to go to gym today but I know I should cause of the stupid physical fitness test. I will decide later. 3 minutes! -Emily

May 6, 2008

Only 20 some days left of school. We're starting Emily Dickinson in English today and every time Mr. Marquart says Emily it catches me off guard. It makes me jump, lol. Yesterday Mr. Marquart didn't show up for class so we got a free! Yay! We still have 20 minutes left in class. I'm halfway through the new Jodi Picoult book "Change of Heart." It's an excellent book. A water main broke on our campus or something so on Thursday they want us to leave the grounds immediately at 2:30. I think we should all hang around so they can't get it fixed in time and they give us off on Friday. Still have 15 minutes left... Mr. Marquart just made me read. It sucked! Emily Dickinson reminded me of the Hey Arnold! episode when Phoebe copied a poem and entered it into a contest as her own and won this really creepy statue of Emily Dickinson. I just can't wait for sophomore year to be over. It has sucked so much ass.

I wish I had my license so I wouldn't have to take the freakin' bus home. And I would be able to stop at like Wawa or something on my way home. I hope to God that I pass on the first try. If I lived in Pennsylvania, I'd get my license in 3 weeks. But NO. I have to wait 6 MONTHS and 3 weeks. GAY. -Emily